Nokuba ikhona indlela endiya kubuhlungu ngayo kwaye ngokukrakra, ndiyazi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba ingomso liza ...
88th, mna zimbini, ndihlala kwidolophu yasemkhosini eHaimashker eHumary. Kufutshane neLake Balaton. Nanku utata wam. Kodwa andazi kwanto ngezi zinto zejografi. I-geography yam ye-geography yipati emnyango, apho ungangasebenzi ingubo kwaye udlale ngumsebenzi wesakhiwo esinemigangatho emihlanu, kunye negumbi lesithathu kumgangatho wesithathu apho kuhlala khona umhlobo wam osenyongweni. Ukuba sihamba sidlale kwi-crib efanayo kwaye sihambe sisele iti esikhitshini, uphuhliso lweziganeko zimbini: nokuba ndikhawuleza ndikhohlise kum, kwaye ndiza kumqhawula bonke Ubutsha bam obutsha. Ngayiphi na imeko, iti yakho iya kuphazamiseka yi-rorcar yasendle - i-Renat Provods project kunye ne-hugs enamandla alinganayo.
I-Hungary epokothweni, ndiza kuthatha iinkumbulo ezimbini kuphela: Apha umama uRenatika, umakazi nafis, ucinezela inyama embolekisi ebunzisweni. Kuyandicaphukisa, ndiyabhomboloza ndahamba ngeenyembezi ndibona le phakheji ngenyama yenkomo.
-Angalili nje, incinci, ungabili. Umalume uCyclist akakudubuli ngokukodwa. Akukho nto kwindlela yokubaleka xa abantu abadala behamba.
Okwesibini bubuso bukamama. Neenyembezi. Ngelo xesha, ndandinobuchule ziimbovane ezineenwele ezibomvu, endiye ndayisasaza ingubo yam kunye ne-issholes. Umama uthi into, zikhwaza ngqo kumgangatho wesihlanu, kwaye izinambuzane ezimbi zihamba ezinyaweni kwaye azifuni ukubaleka. Kwaye kwanombhobho wam waseOeyenhonian awudluli kubo iNyaniso elula- awonwabanga ngawe ...
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Nanku unyaka we-97ye, apha ndafudukela eMoscow ovela eSiberia, kodwa ngaphandle kwabazali. Isikolo esitsha, ubudlelwane obunzima, i-boycott, ukulwa ...
Ndize eklasini, ndithabatha impumlo yam, ndisoyikisa ibrifkheyisi kwidesika: Ndikubone nonke, ama-Assholes!
Umama obizwa ngokuba yi-quarch kwaye wakhwaza kwifowuni:
- Ulapho? Njani esikolweni?
- kulungile. Ezine ezifumaneka ngesiRashiya, - ndingonwabile.
Ewe, yintoni enye oza kuyithetha? Ndiva kakubi, mama! Ndiyinto entle kakhulu ukuya kwesi sikolo sibi kakhulu yonke imihla! Ndiyakhala ebusuku, ndikhawuleze, ndingcungcutheke utatomkhulu wakho. Ndithathe, nceda!
Andizukuthetha wonke lo mama. Ndiza kubeka ifowuni ndiyokufunda isiRashiya. Okanye ubhale imibongo.
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Ngo-2013 ... Oyena mntu uyanda. Njakalanga. Umsebenzi wabazali bam kwindlu yam, kude kube ekugqibeleni, andifikeleli intsingiselo yento eyenzekayo:
-Umncinci, okanye yintoni? Ucinga ukuba ndisuka efestileni wase-Sigan, kamsinya nje xa ndihlala kwindlu yedwa? Shay !!! Ndihlawule irente kwiinyanga ezintathu ezizayo, ukuze uzole kangangeenyanga ezintathu!
Abazali bajongeka kamnandi kum, ngwevu, bemka, benza izinto ezenziwayo:
- Kulungile, ukuhlekisa kubonakala ngathi, oko kuthetha ukuba unako ekhaya. Ndivala ucango emva kwabo, jonga ukuba enye i-8 ye-Atvey ilele, kwaye ndiye kwi-balcony yokutshaya. Ixesha elide ndijonge ezantsi ukusuka kumgangatho we-17:
-Ndizibuza ukuba yintoni ... Nditshintshe inyathelo lokubuyela umva. Ewe, uya kuza nawe! Indlu yeenyanga ezintathu. Ikhulu lamawaka. Kwenye yeendlela zam zokurhweba, ndingasinda ...
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Ndilapha kwi-2021 yam. Ndijonge ngasemva, imifanekiso yeSchunyu, gut iinkumbulo. Ngalo lonke ixesha kwakubonakala kum ukuba usizi lukhulu, njengendawo yonke. Ngalo lonke ixesha ndingakholelwa ukuba kum kunokuba kunokuba nethamsanqa ngomso. Ngalo lonke ixesha ndibandezeleka nabo bonke ubushushu, obuyakwazi. Uninzi lwakhala. Kuncinci. Ndikhanyise ngenye imini ngomnqamlezo-enkosi kuThixo, utshiuphe.
Kodwa amagqabi ebunzini ayehlala.
Kwaye umbongo wokuluma wemahamba.
Kwaye isikolo saphela saphela.
Kwaye ngoku ndiyavuya ukubona ezitratweni zabantwana endandifunda nabo.
Kwaye entwasahlobo, ziya kuvela iingubo zaphinda ziya kuvela, iyakhuthazeka zizithende kwi-asphalt, kwaye intliziyo inobuhlungu, njengokubhobhoza koongqatyana kwityholo, lixesha luthando! Lixesha lothando!
Kwaye ndicinga ukuba nokuba ndisabandezeleka endleleni kwaye ndikrakra, ndiyazi ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba ingomso liza kube kanye. Ndizakuyeka ndibuze: Ngaba uyakukhumbula unyaka? Kwaye emva kwesihlanu? Shumi? Ucinga ntoni, ngaba iya kubuhlungu nako okanye yonke into kweli lizwe?
Kwaye ngokunyaniseka baya kuyiphendula imibuzo yam. Ixesha elingaphezulu, amagqabi ekhalenda anokuhlazisa aya kuhlala enenkumbulo. Iifoto. Imihla. Iziganeko. Abantu. Iimvakalelo. Okanye ukungaziva neemvakalelo, kodwa iinkumbulo kuphela zazo.
Kwaye uya kufikelela phambili, ngenyathelo ngalinye lokushiya kude kwaye uqhume i-tecker yenyama eqaqambileyo, yokuba i-Demes malunga ne-balcony, ijonge kumgangatho we-17 kwaye ijonge:
-Ngaba umdla, yintoni?
Bheka phambili. Ngowonwabileyo ngomso.