"Xa ndandineminyaka eli-17, ndaqala ukudibana nomntu. Xa ixesha lixesha lesini sokuqala, ndatshisa ndenza ulindelo olungalunganga. Akukho namnye kwaba babini abanamava-ngesondo engasebenzi. Endaweni yoko, wajika waba lugonyamelo olubukhali. " Ukusukela ngoko, iqhawe "ngaphandle kobuso" kulula ukuthi "hayi" kunokuvuma.
Ndaphuma ndaphuma, ndabaleka. Okokuqala ibingasebenzi? Ke ngoku! Wonke umntu unamava angaphumelelanga. Kodwa saqhubeka nokudibana kwaye sizame.
"Ukuzama" - kuba lo mfo wayenobunzima. Kwiminyaka e-2,5, eyaqhubeka le ntuthumbo, le ntombazana iphuhlise ingxaki.
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Emva koko iinzame zesini zajika zaba "ngumsebenzi". Ndacinga ngalo lonke ixesha: Ungayisombulula njani ingxaki yendoda? Kwakucekiseka. Ndiye ndaqala ukoyika ukusondelelana kwaye ndifumana izizathu. Ngenxa yoko, sahlukana. Ndaze ndangena kuxinzelelo lweminyaka emi-4.
Ukusukela ukusilela kokuqala, iminyaka eli-10 idlulile. Andisakwazi ukuqala ubudlelwane, ndisazi ukuba zonke zikhokelela kwisondo. Ndiyoyika ukuziva ndiphoxekile, ukuhlazeka.
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Ukusuka kwinto yokuba ndiyoyika ukulala ngesondo, ayilandeli loo nto andifuni, andiziva ndinqwenela okanye ndonwabile. Ndiyacinga ukuba ukuba bendinesondo yonke imihla, ndingathanda. Kodwa ngelixa ndikuphulula amalungu esini.
Andoyiki umntu onesifo-ndiyoyika ukuba yonke into iya kuphinda kwakhona.
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