Irina Bezrukova: "Many times I had to collect myself in grains ..."

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Irina Bezrukova:

Famous actress and model - about his book "Live further", bright events and unforgettable meetings.

Irina Bezrukova released its first book - autobiographical. And called her "live further." In this name - and the application for frankness, and the call is not to give up under any circumstances. It is very typical that the pandemic of coronavirus and forced self-insulation became the impetus for writing this book. Well, it may have been influenced by the fact that last year the actress celebrated the anniversary - 55 years old - and thus decided to sum up the results of the lived. In the book, Irina tells about the rich events of life, not by the party and its tragic moments: the long death of the mother and the recent missing death of the only son ... But our conversation with Irina Bezruek, starting with a conversation about the book, eventually came out of its limits ...

Ups and downs

- Irina, all journalists are accustomed that you do not like to talk about yourself. However, in your book you frankly talk about everything: and about the joyful moments of your life, and about tragic ...

- There were ups and falls in my life. And not just falls, but the complete collapse of all my hopes. Many times I had to collect myself in the bitches ... this life experience was enough for a whole book, over which I worked for many months. When I wrote her - I re-lived every moment of my life, shared the most joyful, and most tragic moments. Honestly and sincerely tried to tell the story of his life, to invest all his knowledge and wisdom, which acquired thanks to his difficult life experience. I would really like everyone to have tragic events in life, believed that, in spite of everything, you can find the forces to continue to live on and re-learn to see the beauty and harmony of this world.

- Such a frank monologue that you lead in this book - is it easy for you and how did you decide on it?

"It's all about quarantine, of course, in my director who supported me." I was alone in Quarantine, like many Russians, and two weeks began to understand that I do not know what will happen next and whether this word will be "further". And I decided to distract myself. And then my director called me and said: "Remember, we talked with you about writing a book? Maybe now it's time? " And I agreed with him. Not immediately and not so easily I was given to her writing. And so far it is not easy for me, because I decided to make a decision to make audio recording of this book. It did not imagine how difficult for me to read it out loud. Now I pierce through this condition, although once said already: "I guess I can't cope ..."

- When did you write the hardest, facilitated? Psychologists say that sometimes you need to pour out the soul of paper ...

- Yes, I did not expect it myself! I also had to repeatedly read the text until the book was eager. I thought everything: how can I sit down this chapter? (Irina Bezrukova has in mind the chapter on the death of the only son of Andrei. - Approx. Auth.) But in general, I realized that it was a certain self-monitor. After all, I did not apply to the psychologists or to psychoanalystics - and, probably, in vain ... And, apparently, so so far, although it has passed for five years, and I have already worked much in myself in this topic myself - I don't care. ..

Irina Bezrukova:

With director Kim Kim Ku

Hard youth

- You remember in the book and about the 90s. Some say that these years were terrible, and someone gladly remember that they learned about himself a lot about themselves and understood what he was capable of. For you, this time was what?

- It was dashing years, and it was youth. There were many joys and difficulties. But in my environment, everyone had it. Then the artists hardly reach the salary - if she was - and somehow spinned ... But we all talked, engaged in creativity. Everything was pure and fun. All this was against the background of empty stores, gangster disassembly and strange time ... But it did not touch me, and we rejoiced any little. Although, indeed, it was very difficult ...

- The most bright memory of that time?

- That time was a flourishing model business, and I took registered in several agencies in the hope of doing something. And then I first met Kirill Andreev (the soloist of the group "Ivanushki International" then worked as a model. - Approx. Auth.) At one of the appeals to the VDNX. Then this exhibition was a completely different story than now. Now there is beautiful and elegant, and before the pavilions were nobilized by some incomprehensible things from Turkey and China - in general, it was a big market. And here we, models, invited to show three times a day with jeans clothes of Turkish brands. Different guys and girls went with me on the podium. And one young man, very beautiful, listened all the time some discs (he had a player, and at the time it was a novelty). He gave me to listen and said that he really wants to sing. The people laughed at him, and I was more patient ... (smiles.) Now everyone knows him, he became a soloist of a popular group. And then we just tried to earn something on what we went through the podium ...

"... with two pieces of sugar"

- You were friends and friendly with many artists. Who made you unforgettable impressions?

- Many, but I want to tell about Natalia Gundarev. I Natalia Georgievna was unreasonably afraid. I was approved in a 12-serial film on a major role. He was called "Love. RU. " I started to remove immediately from the first series, and Natalia Gundarereva was already joined in the second. She played my such adult girlfriend, and I am a young young lady that works in the office. First, on the set, I did Natalia Georgievna in the side - I heard her very strictly spoke to the director. Natalia Gundareva responsibly approached the role and clarified all the nuances - until what height of the heel, which gait should be at her heroine. And suddenly one day, passing by me, Gundareva said with a harsh voice: "Irina, go to my dressing room!" I think: "Well, all: something went wrong!" I came. In a separate dressing room there was a young man who brought her coffee. The time was not easy, and we were served on the site for simple artists and a collection of some incomprehensible coffee, absolutely sour and the cheapest. And Natalia Gundareva - a star, she had a true ground coffee in her mug, from which there was a pleasant fragrance. And she asks me: "Irina, and what do you like coffee?" I osmello and said: "I love custard, with milk and with two pieces of sugar." She unfolds and says this guy: "Did you remember? From this day you will do Irina such coffee every day! " After that, she invited me to accommodate with her in her separate dressing room. And so we made friends. After the filming of filming, we wanted to go to the first sushi restaurant in Moscow, which opened then. But because of her illness, it did not work out ...

With Serbia in Heart

- You work and communicate with different directors, including foreign ones. I know that you are familiar with Emir Kusturia ...

- We met him at the Moscow International Film Festival many years ago. In its framework, a fashion shows, on which famous actresses, and I, including, went on the podium. After that there was a small dinner. I went to him and asked how to him an event. It turned out that Emir was first at the fashion show! And he did not know how to react: applaud or not, can I look at the models or not. Then already, after some time, I was on affairs in Belgrade. I was offered an excursion to the village of Emir Kusturica, where he lives. We arrived there, saw all this beauty ... and, of course, I met with Emir again. Now I want to go there again - see how everything has changed ... Emir pays a long time for this Serbian village, and tourists from around the world go there. There, for example, there is a dostoevsky street ... It is very worried about this place - probably even more than art. He told about the fact that he ordered his breeding cattle from Scotland ...

Another loss ...

- As far as I know, you had to be shooting with another famous director - Kim Kim Ki ...

"Yes, but unfortunately ... it happened that a year and a half ago I met Kim Kim's muk. He said that he came up with a script of the film, who wants to take off in Russia, and would like me to take out there. I had to play at once two main roles - two heroines with opposite characters. And he should have become my partner in this movie. None of the directors did not offer me such roles. I flew to him, we worked together above the script, rewrite a lot ... He ended up the picture in China and removed another in Kazakhstan, and the shooting of our picture was postponed, first - for January last year, and then began the Cake, and all the processes began ... recently He was on affairs in Riga, the city became closed, and he remained alone in a stranger country, fell ill with Coronavirus, found himself in the hospital and died ... before that he wrote to me, shared his mood and emotions. Sent a photo of the lake in China, where there is a lonely tree. And he wrote that his condition in the shower is now similar to a lonely tree, cut off from everyone ... He was incredibly light, kind, sunny, open, good-natured and soft man. He could remove many talented paintings, create so many excellent and amazing! ..

Irina Bezrukova:

Eyes blind

- Irina, many know that you are a wonderful actress, but not everyone knows that there is another profession in your life: you are a typhalommantor (a person who gives a concise description of the subject, space or actions. - Approx. Auth.) . There is even the concept of many unfamiliar ...

- There is nothing shameful in that people do not know what it is. Because only blind people know about this service ... But I began to give a lot of interviews, I say about it in the transmissions. I learned myself, too, by chance. Removed in the film "Real Fairy Tale" and came to one transmission, where Diana Gurzkaya was. I went to her to meet her, we talked to her, I told about our new film. What she asked: Will Typhalkommentaries be made to it? I did not know what it was. I came home and began to look for information about this. "Typhlo" - blindly translated from Greek, and comments - Well, this is all clear. That is, it is an explanation for blind. Somewhere in six months after that, I began to study at the Institute of Professional Rehabilitation and Preparation of the Personnel of the All-Russian Society of the Blind Reacp. I had a goal in the Moscow provincial drama theater to make the first performance in Russia with typhalomments for blind. That is, a person sits among ordinary spectators, and he is commenting on the performance through the headphones. And he can, together with all the hearing, respond to what is happening on the scene. We now have different performances, different dramaturia ... I created a whole team of typhalommaters. And we comment not only in the theater, but also some sporting events, fashion shows and much more ...

"Share your smile ..."

- Irina, share a secret: how to save a good attitude and positive in our difficult times?

"Many say that we are not enough positive, smiles and joy. It seems to me that you always need to start with yourself: change your attitude towards your loved ones and others. For example, become tolerant and more attentive: Support a loved one, if it needs your support, less nervous on trifles. Any positive energy you give to others will definitely return to you - and already double!

Yana Nevsky, photo Vadim Tarakanova

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