Umlingisi odumile nemodeli - ngencwadi yakhe ethi "Phila Ngokuqhubekayo", Imicimbi Ekhanyayo Nemihlangano engalibaleki.
U-Irina Bezrukova ukhiphe incwadi yayo yokuqala - autobiographical. Futhi wambiza ngokuthi "phila ngokuqhubekayo." Kuleli gama - kanye nesicelo sokungabazwana, kanti ucingo akulona ukudela ngaphansi kwanoma yiziphi izimo. Kujwayelekile kakhulu ukuthi ubhubhane lwaseCoronavirus futhi ophoqelelwe ukuzilimaza kwaba umfutho wokubhala le ncwadi. Yebo, kungenzeka ukuthi kuthonywe yiqiniso lokuthi umlingisi ophelile wagubha usuku lokugubha usuku lokuzalwa - futhi wanquma ukufingqa imiphumela yalowo ophilayo. Encwadini, u-Irina ulandisa ngezehlakalo ezicebile zokuphila, hhayi ngeqembu nezikhathi zalo ezibuhlungu: Ukufa okude kukamama kanye nokufa kwamuva nje kweNdodana okuwukuphela kwayo ... kodwa ingxoxo yethu no-Irina Bezruek, iqala nge Ingxoxo ngencwadi ethi, ekugcineni yaphuma emikhawulweni yayo ...
Phezulu naphansi
- U-Irina, zonke izintatheli zijwayele ukuthi awuthandi ukukhuluma ngawe. Kodwa-ke, encwadini yakho ukhuluma ngokukhululekile ngayo yonke into: nangezikhathi ezijabulisayo zokuphila kwakho, futhi mayelana ne-Tragic ...
- Kwakukhona ama-UPS futhi awela empilweni yami. Futhi hhayi ukuwa nje, kepha ukuwa okuphelele kwawo wonke amathemba ami. Izikhathi eziningi bekufanele ngiqoqe ngokwami ezinyangeni ... lolu hlobo lwempilo lwalwanele lwencwadi yonke, ngasebenza khona izinyanga eziningi. Lapho ngimbhala - ngaphila njalo umzuzu ngamunye wempilo yami, wabelana ngezikhathi ezijabulisa kakhulu futhi ezibucayi kakhulu. Ngokweqiniso nangobuqotho bazama ukuxoxa ngendaba yempilo yakhe, batshale imali yonke nokuhlakanipha, okwakubonge okuhlangenwe nakho kwakhe okunzima. Ngingathanda impela wonke umuntu abe nemicimbi ebuhlungu empilweni, wayekholelwa ukuthi, naphezu kwakho konke, ungathola amandla okuqhubeka nokuphila futhi uphinde ufunde ukubona ubuhle namhlaba.
- I-monologue enjalo eholayo eholayo kule ncwadi - Ingabe kulula kuwe futhi uthathe isinqumo kanjani ngalokho?
"Konke kumayelana nentukuzi, kunjalo, kumqondisi wami ongisekela." Ngangingedwa ekwahlukaniseni, njengama-Russian amaningi, futhi kwaqala ukuqonda amasonto amabili ukuthi angazi ukuthi kuzokwenzekani ngokulandelayo nokuthi ngabe leli gama lizoba "ngaphezulu". Futhi nginqume ukuziphazamisa. Futhi-ke umqondisi wami wangibiza wathi: "Khumbula, saxoxa nawe ngokubhala incwadi? Mhlawumbe manje sekuyisikhathi? " Ngavuma naye. Hhayi ngokushesha futhi hhayi kalula nganikwa ukubhala kwakhe. Futhi kuze kube manje akulula kimi, ngoba nginqume ukwenza isinqumo sokwenza ukuqoshwa okulalelwayo kwale ncwadi. Akuzange kucabange ukuthi kunzima kangakanani kimi ukuwufunda ngokuzwakalayo. Manje ngibhoboza ngalesi simo, yize sasishiwo vele: "Ngicabanga ukuthi angikwazi ukubekezelela ..."
- Ubhale nini okunzima kakhulu, kwasiza? Ochwepheshe bezengqondo bathi kwesinye isikhathi udinga ukuthulula umphefumulo wephepha ...
- Yebo, angizange ngilindele nami! Kwakufanele futhi ngifunde umbhalo kaninginingi kuze kube yilapho le ncwadi yayilangazelela. Bengicabanga konke: Ngingahlala kanjani lesi sahluko? (U-Irina Bezrukova ingqondo ecabanga ngesahluko sokufa kwendodana yo okuwukuphela kwendodana ka-Andrei. - I-approx. Author.) Kepha ngokuvamile, ngabona ukuthi bekungukuziqapha okuthile. Ngemuva kwakho konke, angizange ngisebenze kwezengqondo noma kuma-psychoanalystics - futhi, mhlawumbe, ngeze ... futhi, ngokusobala, kuze kube manje, yize sengidlulile kimi kulesi sihloko Mina - anginendaba. ..
NoMqondisi Kim Kim Kuku
Intsha enzima
- Ukhumbula encwadini nango-90s. Abanye bathi le minyaka yayimbi, futhi othile uyakhumbula ngenjabulo ukuthi bafunda ngaye uqobo kakhulu ngabo futhi bakuqonda lokho ayekwaziyo. Ngoba wena, kulokhu kwaba yiphi?- Kwakuyiminyaka emihlanu, futhi kwakuyintsha. Kwakunenjabulo nobunzima obuningi. Kepha emvelweni yami, wonke umuntu wayenakho. Lapho-ke abaculi abafinyelelanga neholo - uma elalikhona - futhi ngandlela thile baphuma ... kodwa sonke sasikhuluma, sabandakanyeka ekubukeni. Konke bekumsulwa futhi kumnandi. Konke lokhu kuphambene nesizinda sezitolo ezingenalutho, i-gangster disaskhe kanye nesikhathi esimangazayo ... Kepha akuzange kungithinte, futhi sajabula kancane. Noma kunjalo, kwakunzima kakhulu ...
- inkumbulo ekhanyayo kakhulu yalesosikhathi?
- Leso sikhathi kwakuyibhizinisi elinemodeli elichumayo, futhi ngabhalela ama-ejensi amaningana ngethemba lokwenza okuthile. Futhi-ke ngaqala ukuhlangana noKirill noRereevie (iSoloist of the Group "I-Ivanushki International" yabe isisebenza njengemodeli. - Cindezela. Lapho-ke lo mbukiso wayeyindaba ehluke ngokuphelele kunalokho. Manje kukhona okuhle futhi okuhle, futhi ngaphambi kokuba ama-pavlion abiwa ngezinto ezithile ezingaqondakali kusuka eTurkey nase China - ngokuvamile, kwakuyimakethe enkulu. Futhi lapha thina, amamodeli, esimenyiwe ukukhombisa amahlandla amathathu ngosuku ngezingubo ze-jeans zemikhiqizo yaseTurkey. Abafana namantombazane ahlukene bahambe nami kwi-podium. Futhi enye insizwa, mihle kakhulu, yalalela sonke isikhathi ama-disc (ayenomdlali, futhi ngaleso sikhathi kwakuyinto entsha). Unginike ukuba ngilalele futhi wathi empeleni ufuna ukucula. Abantu bamhleka ngaye, futhi ngangibekezela kakhulu ... (emamatheka.) Manje wonke umuntu uyamazi, waba yisolo leqembu elidumile. Futhi-ke sivele sazama ukuthola okuthile kulokho esikudlule kuyo i-podium ...
"... ngezingcezu ezimbili zikashukela"
- Ubungabangani futhi unobungane nabaculi abaningi. Ngubani okwenze ukuthi uvelele okungalibaleki?
- Abaningi, kepha ngifuna ukutshela ngoNatalia Gundarev. Mina uNayalia Georgievna wayengesabi ngokungenangqondo. Ngavunywa kwifilimu eyi-12 endimeni enkulu. Wabizwa ngokuthi "Uthando. Ru. " Ngiqale ukususa ngokushesha ochungechungeni lokuqala, kanti uNatalia Gundarereva wayevele ejoyinwa okwesibili. Udlale intombi yami enjalo enjalo, futhi ngiyintokazi esencane esebenza ehhovisi. Okokuqala, lapho setha, ngathi uNatalia Georgiember ohlangothini - ngizwe ekhuluma kabi nomqondisi. UNatalia Gundareva wasondela endimeni futhi wacacisa yonke imiqondo - kuze kube yilokho ukuphakama kwesithende, okufanele kube yi-heroine yakhe. Ngokuphazima kwelanga, kwadlula kimi, uGundareva wathi ngezwi elinokhahlo: "U-Irina, iya egumbini lami lokugqoka!" Ngicabanga ukuthi: "Yebo, konke: Kukhona okungahambanga kahle!" Ngifikile. Ekamelweni lokugqoka elihlukile kwakukhona insizwa eyayiletha ikhofi yayo. Isikhathi besingelula, futhi sasikhonzwa esizeni sabaculi abalula kanye neqoqo lekhofi elithile elingaqondakali, limuncu ngokuphelele futhi eshibhile. Futhi uNatalia Gundareva - inkanyezi, wayenekhofi emhlabathini yangempela e-mug yakhe, lapho kwakukhona iphunga elimnandi. Futhi uyangibuza: "U-Irina, futhi uthanda ini ikhofi?" Mina Osmello ngathi: "Ngiyakuthanda i-custard, ngobisi nangezinhlamvu ezimbili zikashukela." Wenza futhi athi lo mfowethu: "Ukhumbulile? Kusukela kulolu suku uzokwenza i-Irina ikhofi lelo suku nsuku zonke! " Emva kwalokho, wangimema ukuba ngihlale naye egumbini lakhe elihlukile lokugqoka. Futhi ngakho-ke sabenza abangane. Ngemuva kokulungiswa kocingo, besifuna ukuya endaweni yokudlela yokuqala ye-sushi eMoscow, eyayivule ngaleso sikhathi. Kepha ngenxa yokugula kwakhe, akuzange kusebenze ...
NgeSerbia enhliziyweni
- Usebenza futhi uxhumana nabaqondisi abahlukile, kufaka phakathi amanye amanye amazwe. Ngiyazi ukuthi ujwayelene ne-Emir Kusturia ...- Simhlangane naye eMoscow International Film Festival eminyakeni eminingi edlule. Ngohlaka lwayo, imibukiso yemfashini, kuthi lapho abalingisi abadumile, futhi mina, kubandakanya, saqhubeka podium. Emva kwalokho kube nesidlo sakusihlwa esincane. Ngiye kuye ngabuza ukuthi umcimbi. Kwavela ukuthi u-Emir waqala ngombukiso wemfashini! Futhi wayengazi ukuthi kufanele asabele kanjani: chaza noma cha, ngingabheka amamodeli noma cha. Manje-ke, ngemuva kwesikhathi esithile, ngangisezindabeni eBelgrade. Nganginikezwa uhambo lokuya edolobhaneni lase-Emir Kusturica, lapho ahlala khona. Safika lapho, sabona bonke lobu buhle ... Futhi, ngahlangana no-Emir futhi. Manje ngifuna ukuya lapho futhi - Bona ukuthi yonke into isishintshe kanjani ... Emir ikhokha isikhathi eside kuleli dolobhana laseSerbian, kanye nezivakashi ezivela emhlabeni wonke ziye lapho. Isibonelo, lapho, kukhona umgwaqo we-dostoevsky ... ukhathazeke kakhulu ngale ndawo - mhlawumbe okungaphezu kobuciko. Utshele ngeqiniso lokuthi wayala izinkomo zakhe zokuzalela eScotland ...
Okunye ukulahleka ...
- Ngokwazi kwami, bekufanele udubule omunye umqondisi odumile - Kim Kim Ki ...
"Yebo, ngeshwa ... kwenzeka ukuthi unyaka nengxenye edlule ngahlangana noKim Kim's Muk. Uthe weza nombhalo wefilimu, ofuna ukusukuma eRussia, futhi angathanda ukuba ngithathe lapho. Bekumele ngidlale ngaso leso sikhathi izindima ezimbili eziyinhloko - amaqhawe amabili anabalingiswa abahlukile. Futhi kufanele ngabe waba umlingani wami kule movie. Akekho kubaqondisi abanganginikezanga izindima ezinjalo. Ngindize kuye, sasebenza ndawonye ngenhla kombhalo, siphinde sibhale okuningana ... Wagcina esithombeni eChina wasusa enye eKazakhstan, okokuqala - ngoJanuwari nyakenye, wabe eseqala Ikhekhe, futhi zonke izinqubo zaqala ... Muva nje ukuthi wayesekhona ezindabeni eRiga, lo muzi wavalwa, futhi wahlala yedwa ezweni elingumhlaseli, wagula noCoronavirus, wazithola esesibhedlela futhi ngaphambi kwalapho Ungibhalele, wahlanganyela imizwa nemizwa yakhe. Uthumele isithombe sechibi laseChina, lapho kunesihlahla esinesizungu. Futhi wabhala ukuthi isimo sakhe eshawini manje sifana nesihlahla esinesizungu, sinqume kuwo wonke umuntu ... Wayeselula kakhulu, enomusa, enelanga, enelanga elivulekile nelithambile nelithambile nelithambile nelithambile nelithambile. Angasusa imidwebo eminingi enethalente, adale abaningi abahle kakhulu futhi emangalisayo! ..
Amehlo
- U-Irina, abaningi bayazi ukuthi ungumlingisi omangalisayo, kepha akuyena wonke umuntu owaziyo ukuthi kunomunye umsebenzi empilweni yakho: Uyi-typalommantor (umuntu onikeza incazelo emfushane yesihloko, isikhala noma isenzo. ). Kukhona ngisho nomqondo wabaningi abangajwayelekile ...- Akukho lutho oluhlazekile ngoba abantu abazi ukuthi luyini. Ngoba kuphela abantu abangaboni abazi ngale nsizakalo ... kodwa ngaqala ukunikeza izingxoxo eziningi, ngithi ngakho ngokuhambisa. Ngazifunda, nami, ngengozi. Kususwe kwifilimu ethi "inganekwane yangempela" futhi weza ekudluliseleni okukodwa, lapho kwakukhona uDiana Gurzkaya. Ngaya kuye ukuyomhlangabeza, saxoxa naye, ngatshela ngefilimu lethu elisha. Umbuza: Ngabe ama-typalkommetaries azokwenziwa? Bengingazi ukuthi kwakuyini. Ngize ekhaya ngaqala ukubheka imininingwane ngalokhu. "I-TYHLO" - ihunyushwe ngokungaboni kusuka kwaGreek, futhi kuphawula - kahle, lokhu konke kucacile. Okungukuthi, kuyincazelo yezimpumputhe. Kwenye indawo ngezinyanga eziyisithupha ngemuva kwalokho, ngaqala ukutadisha e-Institute of Rehalionation Professional kanye nokulungiselela abasebenzi bomphakathi waseRussia we-Blind Reachp. Ngibe negoli eshayeni le-Moscow Province Calfricial Drame ukwenza umsebenzi wokuqala eRussia ngezindlela zokuphrinta zempumputhe. Okungukuthi, umuntu uhlala phakathi kwababukeli abajwayelekile, futhi uphawula ngokusebenza ngamahedfoni. Futhi angakwazi, kanye nakho konke ukulalelwa, aphendule ngokwenzekayo endaweni yesehlakalo. Manje sinokusebenza okuhlukile, iDramaturia ehlukile ... Ngakha iqembu lonke lezithamtha. Futhi asiphawuli hhayi enkundleni yemidlalo yeshashalazi kuphela, kodwa futhi nemicimbi ethile yezemidlalo, imibukiso yemfashini nokunye okuningi ...
"Yabelana ngokumamatheka kwakho ..."
- U-Irina, wabelane ngemfihlo: Ungasindisa kanjani isimo sengqondo esihle futhi unethemba ezikhathini zethu ezinzima?
"Abaningi bathi asikho okuhle, ukumamatheka nenjabulo. Kubukeka kimi ukuthi ngaso sonke isikhathi udinga ukuqala ngokwakho: Shintsha isimo sakho sengqondo kubathandekayo bakho nakwabanye. Isibonelo, yiba nokubekezelela futhi unake kakhulu: Sekela othandekayo, uma kudinga ukwesekwa kwakho, ukwethuka okungaphansi kwezimanga. Noma imaphi amandla amahle owanikeza abanye nakanjani azobuyela kuwe - futhi asevele aphindwe kabili!
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