Lowo owayengumlutha wezidakamizwa owayekade uqhekeka futhi uHeroin kusuka eminyakeni eyi-15 futhi wasinda nge-19 eyeqiwe, etshelwa ngokuguqulwa kwayo okuhle.
UMadison Macmanus waseNew Jersey ovela enyakeni yentsha waqala ukuthatha izidakamizwa eziqinile nesoka lakhe. Le ntombazane yahlala emgwaqweni iminyaka eminingi ngaphambi kokuba ikwazi ukuqeda ukuncika.
Manje uMadison ulwa nokubuyisa ukugcinwa kwendodakazi yakhe eneminyaka eyisishiyagalolunye. Waphoqeleka ukuba amshiye ngenxa yomlutha wezidakamizwa.
UMacmanus wehlula umlutha ngosizo lweqembu labadakwa abangaziwa. Wayefuna ukutshela indaba yakhe ukuthi afakazele ukuthi kuhlale kukhona "umphumela."
"Bengiphila impilo, ngihlupheka ngokuphelele, futhi ngaso sonke isikhathi lapho elele, akhulekanga ukuba ivuke. Ngacabanga isikhathi eside ukuthi angisoze ngaphuma kulo mgodi, "kusho lona wesifazane.
"Ngidlule ekuvuseleleni kwami kokuqala iminyaka eyi-15. Lapho ngineminyaka engu-18, ngachitha izinyanga eziyi-9 entanjeni lapho ngikhulelwe nendodakazi yami, eseneminyaka eyisishiyagalolunye manje. Kwase kuyisikhathi eside kakhulu sobunzima. "
UMadison uchithe iminyaka eyisithupha emgwaqweni futhi, ngokusho kwakhe, wafinyelela "phansi" lapho umkhuba wokulima okulimazekile wawungaphansi kokuphila kwakhe phansi ngokuphelele. Okunye ukuboshwa okugcina kwasiza owesimame aqonde ukuthi kufanele azame ukubuyisa ukulawula impilo yakhe.
"Angikwazanga ukuyeka ukusebenzisa. "Uyakhumbula - ngaleso sikhathi ngangingenamndeni noma abangane, noma umphefumulo owodwa, ngangedwa."
"Lesi sifo singivimbele okubi kwakhe iminyaka engu-6, ngibambe ukudingiswa. Nganginamahloni kakhulu futhi ngiyaxolisa ukuthi ngilahlekelwe yindodakazi yami, umndeni nami. "
UMadison uphinde wabopha izikhathi eziningana ngokweba ezitolo nasekugcinweni kwezidakamizwa. Ukuba sejele, wanquma ukuthi "uqeda" ngezidakamizwa, wanquma ukuzama ukuvuselela kabusha.
"Ngidlule ngohlelo lwezinsuku ezingama-30 eningizimu yejezi, ngangifuna ukuqhubeka nokwelashwa ngaya emtholampilo izinyanga ezine. Lo msebenzi waqala lapho ngithola owami indlu eSouth Jersey ngemuva kwazo zonke izinhlelo zami zokuvuselelwa. "
Lapho-ke abomdabu babuyela empilweni yakhe. Usekelwa ngokuphelele ngabazali, udade nabangane. Manje uMadison usebenza ngokubuyisa indodakazi yakhe.
"Kwakuwumzwa okhanyayo lapho ngibona le nkinga, ngabona ukuthi angizukushintsha lutho ngize ngizishintshe. Namuhla nginezwe elingaphakathi futhi ngizolile, okungenakwenzeka ukuchaza ngamazwi, "kusho owesifazane.
UMadison okokuqala watshela udaba lwakhe ekhasini elithi "Idayari Yemilutha Yezidakamizwa" ku-Facebook, lapho ngabelane khona nezithombe zoguquko lwayo ezivela kumlutha wezidakamizwa owayephelelwe yithemba ngowesifazane omuhle.
"Le mpilo imfushane. Yenzelwe ukuphila, ayikho, inamathele kulesi sifo. "