Ikhoboka leziyobisi elalidla ngokuqhekeza kwaye uHeroin kwiminyaka eli-15 ubudala kwaye wasinda kwi-overdose 19, uxelelwe ngenguqu yayo emangalisayo.
I-Madison Macmanis evela kwijezi eNew Jersey evela kwiminyaka yokufikisa yaqalisa ukuba namachiza aqinileyo anesithandwa sakhe. Intombazana yayihlala esitratweni iminyaka emininzi ngaphambi kokuba ikwazi ukulahlekisa ukuxhomekeka.
Ngoku uMadison uyalwe ukubuyisela ukugcinwa kwentombi yakhe eneminyaka elithoba ubudala. Wayenyanzelwa ukuba amshiye ngenxa yobukhoboka beziyobisi.
I-Macmanius yoyisa umlutha ngoncedo lweqela lezinto ezinxilisayo ezingaziwayo. Wayefuna ukuxelela ibali lakhe ukubonisa ukuba kukho "ukukhutshwa."
"Ndihlala ubomi, ukubandezeleka ngokupheleleyo, kwaye ngalo lonke ixesha walala, wathandaza ukuba angavuki. Yathi loo nto ndingaze ndiphume kuloo mgodi, "utshilo umfazi.
"Ndiye ndayifumana iminyaka eli-15 ubudala yokuqala. Xa ndandineminyaka eli-18 ubudala, ndachitha iinyanga ezili-9 kwintambo xa ndandikhulelwe nentombi yam, ngoku. Ke yayilixesha elide lezinto ezinde. "
UMdaniso wachitha iminyaka emithandathu esitratweni kwaye, ngokutsho, wafika "ezantsi" xa umkhwa owoyikisayo wawungaphantsi ngokupheleleyo ubomi bakhe. Ekugqibeleni ukuTrunjwa ekugqibeleni kwanceda umfazi ukuba aqonde ukuba kufuneka azame ukubuyisela ulawulo ngenxa yobomi bakhe.
"Andikwazi ukuyeka ukusebenzisa. Ukhumbula - ngelo xesha ndandingenamzali okanye mhlobo, nomphefumlo omnye, ndaye ndedwa.
"Esi sifo sandigcina kwikratshi leminyaka emi-6, ndibambe ekuthinjweni. Ndidanile kwaye ndiyaxolisa ukuba ndilahle intombi yam, usapho nam. "
U-Madison wabanjwa izihlandlo ezininzi kubusela kwiivenkile nokugcina iziyobisi. Ukuba usentolongweni, wagqiba kwelokuba "ugqibile" ngeziyobisi, wagqiba kwelokuba azame ukuvuselela.
"Ndiye kwinkqubo yeentsuku ezingama-30 kumazantsi eJersey, ndiye ndafuna ukuqhubeka nonyango ndaya ekliniki iinyanga ezine. Lo msebenzi uqala xa ndiyifumene indlu yam eMzantsi Jersey emva kwazo zonke iinkqubo zam zokuhlaziya. "
Emva koko abantu babuyela ebomini bakhe. Uxhaswa ngokupheleleyo ngabazali, udade kunye nabahlobo. Ngoku uMadison usebenza kwintombi yakhe.
"Bekuyimvakalelo eqaqambileyo xa ndiyibona ingxaki, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba andizukutshintsha nto ndide ndizitshintshe. Umfazi uthi: "Namhlanje ndinehlabathi elingaphakathi kunye nokuzola, okungenakwenzeka ukuchaza ngamazwi.
UMadison kuqala uxelele ibali lakhe kwiphepha "lesalathiso sekhoboka leziyobisi" kwi-Facebook, apho ndabelana ngeefoto zotshintsho lwamachiza akhe kwibhinqa elinenkanuko.
"Obo bomi bufutshane. Yenzelwe ukuhlala, hayi, ibambeke esi sifo.