M'badwo ndi tchuthi chokhacho choyembekezeredwa
Kuyambira ndili mwana, ndimalakalaka ulemerero. Zouma mu vuto lamuyaya kuchokera chomwe sichinabwerenso chipilala. Nthabwala ngati "Amayi, musataye, ndi chifukwa cha nyumba yosungiramo zinthu zakale," amayi anga atopa msanga.
Mwana wa kutalika kosatha, pazithunzi za kusukulu ndidayikidwa pakati, pakati pa phewa la munthu wina ndi phewa la winawake, ndipo adayesa kukankha, nthawi zambiri amagwera pomwepo mzere woyamba.
Ndidadana ndi munthu wamng'ono ndikuvutika nawo, ndipo nzeru zanzeru zokha sizimandilola kujambula nkhwangwa (ya drostoevsky).
Ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndisiyeni ndipite. Ine ndikumva kuti kuvala ulusi ukundikoka. Ndinkadziona kuti ndiwe woyenera, womwe ndi ine, womwe uli ndi ine, dzuwa, sizinachitike mochedwa mochedwa, chilichonse, mutha kutulutsa mochedwa komanso zotuluka.
M'malo mwake.
Kodi chimachitika ndi chiyani mu phukusi loyambirira la ulemerero? Kujambula kwa Chithunzi? Mbuye? TV? Paparazzi?
Zithunzi zomwe zikuwombera, ndimatopa. Sindinamwalire kwa zaka zambiri, kutanthauza kuti palibe nthawi m'thupi kwa nthawi yayitali. Wojambula wa trendy amatha kunong'oneza Wothandizira mabulogu pansi pa maso anga ndi zomwe zimadabwitsa kwambiri (zotsatira za kudabwitsika kwanga) ndipo, kumapeto, kudzadikirira mpaka nditaika. Ndipo ndidzamva, ndipo ndidzakhala wopanda nkhawa.
Asress. Tiyerekeze. Ndiko poyamba kuti abwerere kwa mkazi wake ngati chifaniziro ndipo potero ndikumaponya ndekha komanso wopanda mbiri yofooka mnyumbamo. Chifukwa chake, safunikiranso nkhanza, mkazi amaganiza, eya, osangalatsa kwambiri.
Zachidziwikire, ndidzaitanidwa ku Andrei Malakaka ndikuyikidwa pakati pa Tsymblyukak Romanovskaya ndi woimba Julian, aliyense amene ali. M'malo oyenera, ndidzagwedeza kapena kutsuka, kenako kuchokera ku chisangalalo cha zamkhutu zina. Monga mbali ya kusamutsa, idzadziwika, koma anthu ochokera pa intaneti amatha kundiyang'ana, ndi momwe mungafotokozere, bwanji ndimanyamula zopanda pake izi makumi awiri, ndipo ndili m'thupi?
Ndipo paparazzi adzabwezeretsedwa kwa ine ku chisoni. Adzachititsa manyazi kutembenuza munthu yemwe ali ndi popcorrn amadzilemekezadi "Ellen ndi anyamata." Mu oterera. Ndi pompoms.
M'badwo ndi tchuthi chomwe chayembekezeredwa kwa nthawi yayitali kuchokera pamalingaliro. Nthawi yopanga mapuloteni kuti muchotse m'matumba awo. Mukuyerekeza anu. Galasi silinayankhe.