Maganizo ndi mano mu mapepala a akazi achikazi komanso zipatala za ku Madema - Tsoka, mwachizolowezi. Koma ndizosatheka kutchula chodabwitsachi, chifukwa ndi gawo la chobisa, chomwe akatswiri padziko lapansi akatswiri amazindikira kuphwanya ufulu wa mkazi.
Wowerenga Baibulo Ana Rozanova ku Lithuania ananena za momwe adakumana nayo kuchitira zachipongwe pambuyo pa kubadwa koyambirira ndi momwe adathandizirana ndi izi ndikumupulumutsa.
Amayi nthawi iliyonse ya njirayo - kukhala ndi pakati, njira yolera mwana kapena masabata oyamba a nyumbayo - amandikumbutsa za bala lotseguka. Mawu aliwonse osasamala angayambitse zowawa, pomwe nthawi ina ya moyo wake mkazi sangalabadire.
M'zipatala zambiri, azimayi ali ndi chithandizo chabwino kwambiri. Kubadwa kovuta kwambiri komwe m'mbuyomu kumabweretsa kumwalira ndi amayi, ndipo mwanayo nthawi zambiri amamalizidwa bwinobwino. Koma nthawi yomweyo, ndi chithandizo chamaganizidwe, nthawi zambiri zimakhala choyipa kuposa zaka zana zapitazo. Kuzizira, kunyozedwa, kuzizira kwa madokotala ndi ogwira ntchito kumatha kusintha "zokumana nazo zamatsenga" kumakumbukira kwambiri.
Kubadwa kwanga koyamba koyambirira kwadutsa mosavuta komanso mwachangu. Mofulumira kwambiri kuti ineyo sindinamvetsetse momwe zinakhalira kunyumba ndi mwana wosamvetsetsa komanso (monga zidasinthira) ndi zotsalira za placenta. Magazi sanasiye mwanjira iliyonse, mawonekedwe awo adasintha, ndipo mu sabata ndinabwerera kuchipatala kwa dokotala yemwe adabereka.
Pambuyo kundiyang'ana, adatseka lilime lake:
"Tidzayeretsa." Ndinkawopa.
Opaleshoni, mankhwala opaleshoni, koma bwanji za mwana?
"Ndipo mukufuna chiyani? Kuyenda kangapo kununkha? "
Opaleshoniyo idayenda mwachangu mokwanira. Maora angapo nditamaliza kugona pabedi yokutidwa ndi ma sheet. Ndi gauze pakati pa miyendo. Kenako adadzuka ndikukumba pang'onopang'ono kutuluka. Ali pakhomo, ndidamva tsango la choyeretsa, chomwe chinali kuyang'ana mapepala pambuyo panga. Sindinganene molondola ngati fanizo ili lidapangitsa kukhumudwa kwanga pambuyo pake, kapena kumayamba. Mulimonsemo, kukumbukira izi ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zodekha kwambiri komanso zochititsa manyazi m'moyo wanga. Apa ndikugona pampando ndi mwendo wosweka.
Ndili ndekha ndipo ndikuwopa, ndipo adotolo omwe ali ndi dzanja lake mkati ndimafunika kundinyoza.
Patatha zaka ziwiri, dokotala wina aliyense m'chipatala chosiyana kwambiri ndi awa: "Mimba," ndipo zipatso sizigwira ntchito, zimafunikira kuyeretsa. "
Phiri la Mwana Wotayika, Yemwe sindinadziwe, koma wokondedwa kale, wosakanikirana ndi mantha kubwereza zonse zomwe zidamuchitikira: "Tidikire, kodi tingachite popanda kuyeretsa?" Tinkadikirira. Ndikudikirira. Ndi kupitirira. Thupi langa linaganiza kuti musamasule aliyense, chifukwa kuyeretsa sikungakhale kovuta.
Ndimagona pabedi loyera mu wadi ndikudikirira kuti nditembenukire. Munthawi imeneyi, namwino adabwera kwa ine katatu. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ananena kuti sindingathe kudya ndi kumwa, chifukwa samatha kubweretsa chakudya chamadzulo, koma akumvetsa kuti ndikadakhala ndi njala. Nthawi yachiwiri yomwe adabwera kudzandifunira zabwino zonse ndi opareshoni. Ndipo nthawi yachitatu ndinabweretsa kapu ya tiyi wokoma wamphamvu wa chipatala: "Simumamwa. Koma mukangodzuka pambuyo pa opareshoni, kotero kuti nthawi yomweyo anali nawo. Ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndidzakulalikira ndipo sinditha kupita nthawi yomweyo. "
Ola limodzi ndisanachitire opareshoni, adotolo adapita ku Ward. "Pambuyo pa opareshoni, mukumva bwino. Koma ndikumvetsetsa kuti kuchira kwamaganizidwe kumatenga nthawi yayitali. Udzakhala wovuta kwambiri, ndi wowawa, komanso wachisoni, "adatero.
Ndidamuyang'ana ndi zodetsa nkhawa. Inali nthawi yoyamba pomwe katswiri wazakatswiri wina mwiniwakeyo adayamba kundiuza za malingaliro, osati za zizindikiro."Ndiwe wolimba tsopano. Ndikumverani chisoni kuti muwapulumuke. Koma simuli nokha, tidzasamalira kuti zonse ziyenda bwino. " Ndipo ndinayankha kuti: "Ndili wachisoni kwambiri, ndi zowawa, komanso zowawa." Ndi kuphulika.
Ndipo ndimamva kuti mkati mwanga pamapeto pake zidafinya cholumikizidwa molimba, chomwe chinali kuchokera ku Genera woyamba.
Sindili ndekha. Tizisamalira. Palibe amene sadzandinyoza nthawi yomweyo pamene ine ndili bala limodzi lotseguka.
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