Mukadziyerekeza ndi munthu wina, dziwani kuti wina amadziyerekeza ndi inu ...
Mukadziyerekeza ndi munthu wina, mukudziwa kuti winawake amadziyerekeza ndi inu.
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Chachitatu ndi chofiyira. Amapangidwa kuti onse akhale ndi khobiri, mpaka theka la ola, mpaka angapo metres. Ndalama zambiri tsiku la 11 la mwezi uliwonse, kodi mwamunayo amabwera nthawi yanji, kodi mwamunayo amabwera nthawi zingati kuti apite ku Kindwergarten. Amayesa kukumbukira zomwe zimachitika mosiyanasiyana, koma nthawi zina mu moyo wake zimalepheretsa zinthu zachisoni, ngati kuti asowa moyo. Ndi maiko angati omwe sanawonedwe ndipo sangakhale nawo, kodi zipolopolo zingati sizingayesedwe ndi champagne, kodi zisadziwika bwanji, ndipo zitakhala zovuta kwambiri popanda mbendera, Ndisanayiwale. Mumakonda, bwanji kuntchito? Mwana, kodi Sukulu Yosangalatsa ndi Chiyani? Docha, onani zomwe ndamangirira inu lero. Pa ophika borsch, mu uvuni, kukangana, m'mutu. Kuchita bwino kwamadzulo kukusungunuka: dothi lidzadzaza pansi m'mwelo, nyumbayo idzapangidwa kuchokera pabedi, zoseweretsa za kapeti zokongola zidzagwa pansi, maphunzirowo sanapangidwenso, Moyo umayenda. Ndi kuti? Zingakhale kuti ngati pakhala ndalama zochepa kuposa mita imodzi ya mwezi umodzi?
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"Apanso, nkhope iyi, Mulungu wanga, nthawi iliyonse mukatopa. Sindinawasankhe konse, koma ndiyenera", "akuganiza kuti anthu abwino ndi malingaliro abwino. Ndandanda ya tsikulo ili pafupi ngati nsapato zatsopano. Amang'ambika, agalu, nthawi zonse nthawi zonse zofunsidwa, ngakhale adafunsa wothandizirayo kuti alumikizane naye. Moni-moni, khalani okoma mtima, zikomo msonkhano usanachitike msonkhano. Pamutu tsiku lonse la ntchito, za ntchito, za ntchito. Ndipo kumbuyo kwa lalikulu, lomata, ngati kuti ma sheet onyowa, amaganiza za mnyamata yaying'ono yaying'ono. Za kununkhira kokoma ka tsitsi lake, za kudalira "Amayi, amayi, sichoncho?", Za zala zoonda komanso zofewa, zomwe zagona paphewa asanagone. Pawalumikizane kuchokera pa kamera zikuonekeratu kuti tsopano kusewera mwaluso wopanga, ndipo nanny, mayi wabwino wokhala ndi zilankhulo ziwiri, wotambalala kwambiri Ndipo kuleza mtima kwa angelo, kumakhala kumbali, Nods, kumamupatsa tsatanetsatane wabuluu. Chifukwa chiyani buluu? Ndikofunikira kumunena iye ... Komabe, ndi nthawi ya msonkhano. "Tsiku lina kudzakhala nthawi yoti tiwerenge, Lepai, anayenda, kuphika, nthawi ino idzakhala yokwanira ku banki itatu. Ndiyenera kutsanulira kwambiri, chifukwa ine 'Ndikulankhula za iwe, lokoma wanga, sindikudziwa. Monga za ana onse, komanso nthawi yomwe ndimagwira. Ndikhulupirira kuti mwagona ... "
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Chowombera champhepo chimatulutsa ndalama za mwezi, m'bokosi la TV - filimu yanzeru, m'bokosi la cranial - wopanda pake, wamaso. Simungaganizire chilichonse chatsopano: zonse zinali kale. Imangokhala chinthu chimodzi chokha - kuyamwa, kukhumudwitsa. Masomphenya a wolemba, kulusy Kostl. Wojambula Waulere! Zokongola kwambiri zomwe sizinatope. Zopanda kanthu zomwe zimapenga. "Palibe lingaliro lomwe lingakhale loposa ine," akuganiza kuti, atagona pabedi la zotsekera za nyumba yowonongeka muulendo, womwe umakhala zaka zingapo tsopano: amafufuza tanthauzo, amasintha mizinda, amasintha mizinda, amasintha mizinda, amasintha mizinda, amasintha mizinda, amasintha mizinda. M'mawa muyenera kukhala ndi moyo: osati mafuta, owerenga, yendani. "Nditadzuka, zikuwoneka ngati kuti ndine mulungu wamkazi, ndipo ndiyandikira masana - nkhuyu zouma." Zingakhale zotheka kuvutitsa ndalama ku amalonda obowola zomwe zidagawika, kuwatumizira dziko lonse lapansi chifukwa cha dzina lokhala ndi dzina la Jimuel. Madzulo - kupanga. Poyamba zikuwoneka kuti china chosangalatsa chimapezeka. Ndiye - cosmic, wamkulu ndi zochulukirapo za iye. Ndipo zitazindikira kuti ndizopanda nzeru, zapabanja, ndipo iyenso akuwoneka kuti ndi wosafunikira. "Mu chilimbikitso ndi Charlotte, tanthauzo lalikulu," akung'ung'udza.
Nthawi zina china chake chimawala, chidzaperekedwa kwinakwake, ulembe, mwina ngakhale wina angagule mobwerezabwereza misewu yopanda pake, ndikuyang'ana kena kake, kwatanthauzo, chabwino . Pomwe, ngakhale titakhala ndi moyo wangwiro, kapena malingaliro akulu, opanda ndalama zazikulu, zopanda chikondi, osatinso kanthu. Tanthauzo, mwa njira, mwanjira ina imakhumudwitsidwa kwambiri.
M'miyoyo yathu yonse, pali misewu yambiri, koma pa nthawi ina titha kupita, pitani, pitani panjira imodzi, ena amakhala pambali imodzi. Zimachitika kuti kulakalaka kulakalaka sikupita kulikonse: Timasowa anthu omwe akanafuna posankha njira ina. Koma panjira iliyonse pali zosangalala, zochitika zawo, zomwe zapezedwa, kukhala pachibwenzi, amati, ali ndi mtengo wawo. Kufunika kwa nthawi zosiyana, zosankha zosiyanasiyana pamiyoyo yawo, sizoyenera kuyerekezera - nthawi zonse padzakhala kumverera kuti "kwinakwake." Muyenera kukhala ndi moyo zomwe tili nazo. Mauthenga amasupe, kukoma, kununkhira, mawu. Chifukwa ndi moyo, pamapeto pake, njira iyi. Titha kukhala achisoni mwayi wosowa, koma iyi si chifukwa chochitira zinthu mosamala, zomverera, kuvina. ZONSEMBI ZABWINO.