"Ali ndi zaka 17, adayamba kukumana ndi munthu. Nthawi ndiyo nthawi ya kugonana koyamba, ndinatentha ndipo ndinayembekezera zinthu zopanda pake. Palibe aliyense mwa awiriwa amene anali ndi zomwe anali nazo - kugonana sikunagwire ntchito. M'malo mwake, adasandulika chiwawa chotere. " Kuyambira pamenepo, ngwazi "zopanda nkhope" ndizosavuta kunena kuti "Ayi" kuposa kuvomereza.
- Kenako ndimatha ndikuthawa. Kwa nthawi yoyamba sikugwira ntchito? Ndiye! Aliyense ali ndi vuto lopanda phindu. Koma tinapitilizabe kukumana ndi kuyesa.
"Kuyesera" - chifukwa munthuyo anali ndi vuto. Kwa zaka 2,5, zomwe zidapitiriza kuzunzidwa, mtsikanayo wapanga vuto.
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- Ndimaganiza kuti zili mwa ine: osati zabwino, zokongola, wokondedwa. Koma zonsezi sindinkafuna kuzindikira. Ndabwera kunyumba, ndikubawera ndikugawana kumbuyo kwa kukumbukira. Monga, zonse zili bwino. Sitinakambirane kwambiri wina ndi mnzake.
Kenako kuyesa kugonana kunasandulika kukhala "ntchito". Ndimaganiza nthawi zonse: Momwe Mungathere Vuto la Munthu? Zinali zonyansa. Ndinayamba kuwopa kuyanjana ndi anzanga. Zotsatira zake, tinasiyana. Ndipo ine ndinayamba kukhumudwa kwa zaka 4.
Chiyambire kulephera koyamba, zaka 10 zapita. Sindingathe kuyambitsa chibwenzi, ndikudziwa kuti onse akutsogolera kugonana. Ndikuopa kumva, kuchititsidwa manyazi.
Ndinapita kwa katswiri wazamisala. Zinapezeka kuti izi si vuto chabe - zinasintha moyo wanga wonse. Kuti ndichotse mitundu ya thupi lanu, ndinayamba ndandanda yazithunzi zingapo. Sikuti chilichonse ndi changwiro, koma ndine buzz, zomwe ndili wokongola.
Kuchokera pakudziwa kuti kugonana, sikutsatira kuti sindikufuna, sindimamva zolakalaka kapena zosangalatsa. Ndimaganizanso kuti ngati ndikadagonana tsiku lililonse, ndikufuna. Koma ndikakhala kuti ndili ndi maliseche.
Sindikuopa munthu wamaliseche - ndikuwopa kuti zonse zibwerezanso.
Ndi nkhani zatsopano za pulogalamuyo "popanda nkhope" tikuyang'ana:
Zhigol ndi zomwe zili; Mwamuna amene amagwira ntchito molingana ndi masamba awebusayiti; amene anali muukapolo.
Ngati ndinu kapena mnzanu, lembani Igor demenekov kupita ku makalata [email protected] kapena kugogoda pa telegraph / Instagram @Dzemarkou. Ndipo ngati muli wokonzeka kunena nkhani ya moyo wosangalatsa, koma sanakonzekere kutsegula nkhope yanu pazifukwa zodziwikiratu, lembaninso!
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