Makolo osudzulidwa nditaphunzira mu giredi 4. Tinali ndi banja nthawi imeneyo, lodabwitsa kwambiri: Amayi adasowa pa magazini yamagazi, ndipo bambo adabwera kunyumba kwawo, adakondwera nane. Amayi nthawi zonse akhala apadera, adazimiririka, makanema owoneka bwino, nthawi zambiri amapita ku lesitilanti usiku wonse kapena mawebusayiti. Anali kucheza ndi anthu otchuka ndipo amadziona ngati ali ndi Bohemia. Sindikumvetsa chifukwa chake adakwatirana ndi abambo. Iye anali wodalirika, koma amayi ake sanatero konse. Amafuna holide yamuyaya, champagne, nyimbo, zosangalatsa, kumwetulira komanso maphwando wamba.
Nthawi zambiri ndimakumbukira, amayi anga nthawi zonse amandinyoza chifukwa choti amayenera kuchoka ku moyo wa Bohemian chifukwa cha mawonekedwe anga. Ndinkangokhala ngati wolakwa kuti amayi anga sanali angwiro monga angafune. Ndipo amayi ake anakonza zonyansa za nyumbayo, zikuwononga mbalezo, zikanakhoza kuledzera limodzi ndi abwenzi omwewa m'mawa. Abambo adadwala kwakanthawi, kenako adasudzulana.
Ndinkafunanso kukhala ndi abambo. Tinakhala ndi anthu ofunda, odalirana. Ndili ndi mayi anga, timakangana nthawi zonse, sindinamvetse moyo wake, ndinali pafupi kuposa bambo. Koma ndinakhala ndi amayi anga. Pambuyo pa chisudzulo, adakumana ndi nkhawa, ndikuganiza, taganiza. Ndidayenera kukhala naye pafupi, kuti ndimvere, atakhala ndi bambo wanga woyipa, ndipo ndimanong'oneza bondo mayi anga, choncho adalankhula moona mtima.
Ndi bambo, ndimawona nthawi zambiri. Ngakhale anali kunyansidwa konse komwe amayi adanena za iye, ndidamkonda kwambiri. Pambuyo pa chisudzulo, chaka chimodzi chidapita, ndipo abambo adakwatirana azakhali. Amayi anali ndi vuto, anasilira, amawona mankhwala masana omwe ali ndi martini owuma. Achiwerewere a Bohemian adabwera kwa iye, adakhala pamodzi mchipindamo, adamwa vinyo ndikukambirana momwe villan anali bambo.
Azakaunti a Nadia anali apakati komanso olemera, ngati mnyumba yomwe mumakonda kwambiri. Zinali bwino kwambiri ndi iye, ndipo nthawi yomweyo tinapeza chilankhulo chimodzi. Azakhali Nadia nthawi zonse amakumana ndi ine pomwe ndinadzera kwa Atate. Atalandira ma pies okoma, chakudya chamadzulo. Tinalankhula kwambiri, tikamakambirana za moyo wanga kusukulu, ndinanenanso za atsikana. Achibwana a Nadi anali osavuta, abwino kuposa amayi. Zinali zoonekeratu kuti adandifunsa moona mtima. Ndinauza zinsinsi zapamwamba kwambiri osati amayi anga, koma azakhali.
Zinali zovuta kwambiri kuti ndibwerere kwathu, komwe mayi anga a amayi anga akundidikirira.
"Chabwino, wozizira kwambiri? Zachidziwikire, anali ndi chidwi ndi momwe mkazi wosiyidwa, wakhumana "- amayi sanathe kuyimitsa, ndipo ndinatseka makutu anga ndi manja anga kuti amve.Ndinkakonda banja latsopano la abambo, ndipo sindinkafuna kumva chilichonse cholakwika ndi adilesi yawo. Kale zitakula, ndinasiya kuuza amayi anga, komwe ndinapita. Koma adayesa nthawi yake yambiri kwa Atate wake.
Kenako, amayi anali ndi chokupiza kuchokera kumaphwando ake a Bohemian. Anapita kumadyera limodzi, pa Prigries Priemies, ziwonetsero ndi makonsati. Mayi adatulutsa maluwa, napezanso zodzola zake zokwera mtengo, zovekedwa m'madzulo ndikutuluka mosangalala. Koma buku lokongola lomwe linatenga kwa nthawi yochepa, mayi anaponya munthu, ndipo iye pamapeto pake anavutika maganizo. M'mawa, anayamba kumwa, kudana ndi ine, kudana ndi dziko lonse lapansi, ndipo moyo wanga unasanduka ku gehena weniweni. Mu mphindi zochepa izi, amayi akakhala oganiza bwino, amatsatira chilichonse chaching'ono. Ananenanso momwe ndimavalira, ndi nyimbo yoyipa iti yomwe ndimamvetsera kuti pasakhale zabwino m'moyo wanga. Komabe, ndinapita ku bambo ndi azakhali a Abambo ndi azakhali. Kumeneku ndinali wodekha komanso wabwino. Kumeneko ndinali kunyumba.
Kenako bwenzi la Amayi linadziwitsa munthu, ndipo buku lake linapotoza amayi. Nthawi ino zonse zinali zazikulu, ndipo miyezi ingapo atadziwana, iwo adapaka utoto. Mwamuna watsopanowa sanakonde mwamuna wanga. Nthawi yomweyo anayamba kulamula mikhalidwe yake, anayesera kundilera, ngakhale kuti ndinali ndi zaka 16. Amayi anali kumbali ya mwamuna watsopanoyo, ndipo ndinamusiya kwa bambo anga.
Achinyamata Nadia adandikondwera kwa ine. Sizinali zosonyeza chisangalalo, koma zenizeni, zowona mtima.Mwinanso, ndizosatheka kuyankhula, koma ndimaganiza kuti amayi anga. Ngakhale kuyitanidwa ndikuyitanitsa amayi Nadia. Timakhala ndi chisoni chonse: bambo adamwalira ndi sitiroko. Zinachitika nthawi yomweyo. Apa, wathanzi, wokondwa, amakhala nafe patebulo, amamwa tiyi ndipo amafotokoza nkhani yoseketsa. Kenako imadzuka ndikugwera pansi.
Ndiwowopsa kwambiri - kutaya wokondedwa wanu ndikudziwa kuti simudzaziwonanso. Tili ndi azakhadi a Nadi adathandizirana, momwe angathere. Amayi, panjira, sanabwere kumaliro. Iye anali wotanganidwa kwathunthu ndi moyo wamunthu komanso maofesi apulasitiki.
Onaninso: Nkhani ya opeza omwe adaphunzira kukonda mwana wa munthu winaSindikudziwa momwe ndidakhalira ndi kufa kwa Papa, ngati kunalibe azakhadi anda. Tidalira, kukulira, kumbukirani nthawi zabwino zolumikizana ndi abambo, ndipo panali ambiri a iwo. Abambo atatsala pang'ono kuphedwa kwa nyumba yayikulu, ndipo tsopano tayendayenda pa kanyumba ndi Nadi, osadziwa komwe kudzichitira okha. Nthawi zina ndimayimba mayi anga. Anali bwino, ndipo mwina adandikondwera ndi ine.
Kenako ndinaphunzira kwambiri, ndinapeza ntchito, ndinakwatirana. Azakhanja Nadia adanenanso kuti sitichotsa nyumbayo, koma amakhala ku kanyumba. "Awa ndi kwanu, khalani pano," adati azakhadi a Nant, ndi mwamunayo anasandukira kwa ife. Posakhalitsa tinali ndi mwana wamwamuna, ndipo atatha zaka ziwiri mwana wamkazi.
Azakhali Nadia adakhala agogo abwino kwambiri, amakonda ku misala ya zidzukulu, amawaphika, amakonda kukhala ndi nthawi m'masewera.Amayi anga satenga nawo mbali m'moyo wathu, koma sindimamuletsa. Aliyense amasankha njira yake. Palibe chodabwitsa ndichakuti winawake, mayiyo adakhala munthu wakubadwa, sindikuwona. Chilichonse chimachitika m'moyo. Ndine wokondwa kuti zonse zandichitikira. Pepani kwambiri kuti bambo sanali ndi zidzukulu zake, adzakhala agogo aamuna abwino kwambiri.
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