Tsohon kwayoyi shan magani wanda ya yi amfani da tabar heroin daga shekara 15 kuma ya tsira daga sama da sama da sama da sama da sama.
Madison Macmanus daga New Jersey daga Matasa ya fara ɗaukar magunguna masu ƙarfi tare da saurayinta. Yarinyar ta rayu a kan titi tsawon shekaru kafin ta sami nasarar kawar da dogaro.
Yanzu Madison ya yi fada da ya dawo da tsarewar 'yarsa shekara tara. An tilasta ta barin ta saboda jarabar kwayoyi.
Macmanus ya ci jaraba da jaraba tare da taimakon wasu masu shan giya mai santsi. Ta so ta ba da labarinta don tabbatar da cewa koyaushe akwai "fitarwa."
"Na rayu rayuwa, cike da wahala, kuma duk lokacin da ya yi barci, ya yi addu'a kada ya farka. Na yi tunani na dogon lokaci da ba zan taɓa fita daga wannan ramin ba, "in ji matar.
"Na shiga tsakani na farko da na saba shekaru 15. Lokacin da nake shekara 18, na yi watanni 9 a cikin kirtani lokacin da na kasance masu juna biyu da 'yata, wanda yanzu haka ne tara. Sannan shine mafi tsawon lokacin sobriety. "
Madison ya shafe shekaru shida a titi kuma, a cewar ta, ya kai "kasan" lokacin da al'adar cutarwa ta mamaye rayuwarta. Wata kama a ƙarshe ta taimaka wa mace ta fahimci cewa ya kamata ta sake sarrafa iko akan rayuwar kansa.
"Ba zan iya daina yin amfani ba. "Ta tuna - a wancan lokacin ba ni da iyali ko abokai, ko wani rai guda, na kasance gaba daya kadai."
"Cutar ta hana ni a cikin wannan dokar tsawon shekaru 6, gudanar da bauta. Na ji kunya kuma na rasa na rasa 'yata, dangi da kaina. "
Madison ya kuma kama sau da yawa don sata a cikin shagunan da adana kwayoyi. Kasancewa a cikin kurkuku, ya yanke shawarar cewa "ƙare" tare da kwayoyi, kuma ya yanke shawarar ƙoƙarin sake farfadowa.
"Na shiga cikin shiri na kwanaki 30 a kudu na mai zane, to ina so in ci gaba da magani kuma na tafi asibitin na watanni hudu. Wannan aikin ya fara ne lokacin da na sami gidana a Kudancin Jersey bayan duk shirye-shiryenta na rehihing. "
Sannan nativean asalin sun koma zuwa rayuwarta. Ta cikakken goyon baya ga 'yar'uwa, abokai da abokai. Yanzu Madison yana aiki da 'yarsa.
"Ya kasance irin wannan fadakarwa ne lokacin da na ga matsalar, na lura cewa ba zan canza komai ba har sai na iya canza kaina. A yau ina da duniyar ciki da natsuwa, wanda ba shi yiwuwa a bayyana a cikin kalmomi, "in ji wata inabi a cikin kalmomi," in ji wata inabi a cikin kalmomi, "in ji wata inabi a cikin kalmomi," in ji wata inabi a cikin kalmomi, "in ji wata inabi a cikin kalmomi," in ji wata inabi a cikin kalmomi
Madison ya fara ba da labarinta a shafin "diary na mai shan tayar da magani" a facebook, inda na raba hotunan da ta gaji miyagun miyagun miyagun mama.
"Wannan rayuwar takaice ce. An tsara shi don rayuwa, babu babu wanzu, makale a cikin cutar. "